Not for adolescents

As it happened, I did never obey him in these cases of reading Masud Rana in my hidden places and hearing and dancing with blood and bone shaking music of Michael Jackson. Now, as I grew older, I have become a fan of watching action movies and metallic songs . And I have become a slave to my own mind, I should better say, crude set of mind.

I have now become tired of all these things. Sometimes I want to flee , but my 'basic instincts' drag me to all these. There is a 'Frankenstein' in me and I am enslaved to it. I feel very good when I watch spy movies, action films of intrigues, conspiracies, but I miss the essence of entertainment. I am electrified by the metallic songs but fail to feel the serenity of music. When the bullet is shot and blood is spilt in the movies, I feel overjoyed. But should I really be so?